I enjoy meeting and helping people

i enjoy meeting and helping people, country life, markets and exploring. Family means a lot - I have 2 children and 4 grands. Been in Qld since 98 - finished work as a teacher and in childcare - now I travel a bit and do short stints tutoring isolated children - a great way to meet people and see the country. would like to have a reason to setle somewhere - as opposed to having a home base, I don't like gay blind date sex - but just haven't found someone who is willing to take time to build a friendship and possibly develop it into a relationship. there are lots of things i would like to try and lots of places to go, but not by myself.

seriously feellike im sooooooooooo lucky to be who am i and where i am at this moment,in this status without a boyfriend. seriously, everyone has boy troublesand all they talk about is boys if not they have problems coz of boys..lik ei heard sanchesca is messing with some guy and is also calling thisbrazilian dude in brazil! and getting the spanish chicks to ask for himor something.. betsie talks about her bf- dont know him- dont wannaknow. laura is back and says she didnt sneak out but i really dontcare and she doesnt care about what could or will happen to her. shessays shell be happy to leave. but if, not its about wade and his dadand what theyre going to do- and i dont care!!! seriously, im overeveryones problems these days. but yes, im just so happy i dont have aguy who is all i thnk and ever care or talk about. i know now that if ido im not ghoing to talk about him coz i know how annoying it can be.everyone here has changed... its seriosuly like me now.

i do hope everything will work out well for you and u choose the right decision. someone once told me that you create your own world and your own happiness and no one can make you feel like shit or degraded unless you let them... honestly you are a great guy, have some amazing qualities and are quite self-aware (no more drinking!!), so make sure that whoever you choose to give your heart is aware of how lucky they are to have you. dont be with someone who doesn't appreciate you or has to be sold to have you. you will be fine. remember it sucks now, but later, it wont even matter.... i dont know what i am going to do....my mum wants to come home so i can help with the divorce and take action against my father. my friends want me to come home too. i will keep you updated. i dont know if i have your number, but i got your email, so give me ur number and i will call u when i hit brissy or i pass thru ipswhich. we will meet up and smoke and drink and talk in depth and lengthy as per usual.

I changed my major this year to Biochemistry and am continuing on with science courses. I am looking to find a part time job some time soon, during the June-July holidays. I’ll be here for our semester break and back home to PNG for x-mas. You know, this year has just began and I feel as if it’s about to end already…time flies so fast. I can’t also believe that I am a second year student in uni…it’s so weird. I feel like I’ve just got here and I look at the first years and think that was me not so long ago…lil half-sense first year that runs around campus like a headless chicken thinking I am so cool. Anyhoo, it’s Friday afternoon, 3:20 at this exact moment, and I leave in a few hours for a roadtrip to Christchurch, another bigger city north of here. I’m sure you’re aware of it. I am going with my volleyball team, Otago University Vikings to go play some ball in a tournament that runs for the whole of tomorrow (Saturday). I can’t wait for that.

firstly before i say anything i want you to know that regardless of who you want to be with and who your heart wants you to be with, i will stay be by your side. even if i think xavier is an idiot and you deserve so much better, that does not mean i will cease the friendship.......newho.....back to life.....am going to hit the town tonight....i plan on piling on the makeup and looking simply fly because i have put on so much fucken weight its disgusting and im going to compesenate. on a daily basis i eat chocolate, cake, cookies, biscuits, ice-cream, potatoes, bread, processed food - the lot, because you can't really have healthy stuff out here as it doesn't last that long.....
so yes, nothing happenign with me love life. i think of frank every fucken day adn i just want to konw where that bastid is.....gawd honestly my heart dies when i think of him. why didn't i tell him that yes i would be his instead of telling him to fuck off? ARGH!!! there is this guy who is working part time at our property (another idiot) who has decided he likes me, its pathetic. he waits for me everyday and flashes a torch into my house to spy on me, he has asked me to be his girl so many times and i always say no. hes a full on stalker dude, i tell u that. i kinda am having a sexual thing with two maori boys, lol. they are cousins. i think they think im a slut!! i dont give a shit. as long as i get my booty, haha.....but still havent had sex yet. its been over a year. how sad.
um, chanelle told me that apparently some of the white peopel have noticed that everytime gigi goes to their house, something goes missing. so hes getting a rep as a theif...